Brian has started his new job. It is a manual labor job and its been since high school since he has done a manual labor job. He is working 11-4 at his first job and then from 5-1 at his second job, comes home at about 2 am, sleeps, gets up at 8:30 eats breakfast, chats with me a second plays with the boys for about 20minutes, then gets in the shower by, 9:45, so he can be out the door by no later than 10:15 for his 45 minute commute and starts it all over again.
I appreciate everything he does for out family, he is a very hard worker. I just miss him. He is a great dad, he is very hands on he does diapers, bathtime, helps get them to bed. The boys are missing him terribly bad, and I do too. I have been so worn out this last week, the boys are on my nerves, Hayden has become very whinny! Cameron in a screamer. Hayden has mastered the art of ingoring me and doing what ever he wants, which makes me feel like a monster becase the whinning and ignoring instantly turns me into insta-bitch. and I feel like all I do I yell at him and spank him. I try to find the good this that he is doing and praise them, but they seem to be few and far between lately! keep us in your prayers! gotta run, we cut our internet service and I am at my moms, and she is giving them a bath! and it doesn't sound like it is going well!
